Remember my eating healthy and losing weight plan?
Well these are the latest updates..


This was taken last year 18/6/2008.

This was taken on my bday 19/9/08 last year.

This was another 3 months after around Christmas. At Tracia's birthday party on 27/12/08.

This one was on 15/3/09.As you can see, my weight kinda fluctuated.Got a lil chubbier compared to the picture above.

6/6/09.Went down again. I was training for ISS nite performance. Was dancing like night and day. And regulating my food so I don't look heavy when I dance. Not to mention, my partner was like half my size.Couldn't afford to look like a giant next to him.




 This one was taken on booboo's convocation.My weight has started to maintain, not losing neither gaining.















Raya09. Me and my sisters. Lost some weight but can't be seen here. One of the reasons why baju kurung ain't the best thg to wear if you wanna show off your newly toned bod.

Genting first week of hols. Lost some of the raya weight due to exam stress. But the sweater n puffy pants are no help either. 

I want to write a note, but I don't know what to say.

I wonder how you would act if I approached you in such a way.

I try my best not to stare or stutter when you come around.

I'm afraid that if I talk to you, you're gonna put me down.

I kinda adore you, from your eyes to your smile.

I guess that I'll sit back and just wait for a while.

Your caramel skin, your sexy lips, your athletic arms.

If you were magic I'd buy a locket and make you my lucky charm.

I guess that this is silly because it's just a crush.

Now every time I see you, I turn to mush.

I can't believe I'm acting this way I'm twenty-two.

Oh well, too bad, I just don't care because I have a crush on you.

flyaway thoughts

I think the first time I saw him was in class. The dude walked into the lecture hall and most of the girls in class turned to stare at him. He was tall, slightly tanned, looked like he is of mix blood, garbed in an eye-catching uber red and green (i think) hoody and faded jeans ( hey, I tend to have very good visual memory, I don't gawk at guys...ewwww), another fellow classmate doomed to face 2 hours of boredom in a freaking chilly lecture hall.Yet there was smth different about him I think it was the aura he exuded. The way he carried himself, confident, strong yet casual and graceful.Lol I thought he was egoistical but in a good way, it gave him a sense of mystery.He had an easy nonchalant smile, more like a lazy grin..yea the dude does know that he is cute. Anyways, after about half an hour the fella slouched and rested his chin in his arms and went straight to Lala-land. LOL...I don't know what brought back these memories. Guess I'm just "layaning" my fly-away thoughts...

CRUSH :P

Note: This is a song by David Archuletta which I love.It's called Crush.


I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time boy?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

C.R.U.S.H.

They wouldn't have called it a CRUSH if it doesn't feel like you've been hit by a truck...a big fat 100 ton monster truck....

C You'll have to be Crazy to be addicted to this kind of torture.
R The Rewards are sleepless nights, broken self esteem and heartche. Simply delicious.
U If you're thinking there's more to You and him.Wait till you hear him talking about her.
S S is for the Sickening feeling you feel within you whenever you thought back to the times you
think you even stood a chance. Owh did I also mentioned Stupid?
H Finally H is for the Hell of a goood time you'll have trying to get over him.