Early Bday Surprise

Just had my first 22nd Bday celebration, by the pool. It was PERFECT! It was small n closed just the way I like it. Memorable and sweet. Definitely memorable, coz I got pushed in the pool fully dressed. We all ended up
in the pool anyways. Ottay, except Elle, she can't swim
and we don't have a lifeguard on duty. LOL. I know, coz I checked. Damn!

I got the prettiest teal maxi dress from Dawn and Jas. It's gorgeous, I swear. And it fits!Yay! I was so worried it wouldn't.LOL. They wouldn't tell me where they bought it from though.

The menu:

1. 5 slices of Secret Recipe: Choc Cheese, Blueberry choc, Strawberry choc, choc mud cake and coffee cheese.
2. Tuna and cheese sandwiches, and special 'no name' concoction: Compliments of our chef for the evening, Jas.

The rest? Cake war! LOL. Soaked, smelly, sticky, and giggling...post mortem result? Absolutely chaotically awesome!Thanks girls for everything.

Perfect Innocense

Infront of you , pure, wide-eyed, innocent,
tainted only by accents from my past, I am but a victim,
these I am not to blame,
I, a tortured soul with an accursed life.

Being surrounded by you, your attention fills my void,
Yes! Adore me! Believe ME!
I am kind, smart, I care, I don't judge,
I speak only the truth, but the truth in slivers of gray,
you need only know my twilight.

I, your friend, your companion,
You spill the contents of your hearts and minds to me,
Brandishing anger, a projection towards another,
A product of your envy,
Sorrow, you think he likes someone else,
But a mistake,
Oops! You forgot to mention, it's suppose to be a secret.

You blush and your heart skips a beat when you're with me,
Owh, how sweet...
Little moments of confessions, adrenaline rush and then proposal,
You think I'm perfect,
Can I be your queen?
I smile, giggle, loop my arm around yours,
The next few days, a blur,
You're in high heaven, happy, content,
Climbing the winds to cloud nine,
A smirk, who do you think you are?
You'll never be good enough for me,
Your imperfect, scarred...
"Sorry dear, I don't think we're compatible"
Our ideals don't match, (Mainly coz it's not mine),
You see hun, I don't compromise....
Sorry for the heartache,
I didn't mean to lead you on,
Yea rite, not at all
That was fun.

Dearie, why are you getting close to him?
Why does he have your attention?
No, this won't do,
I won't let it.
He is mine.

Black, white, what does it matter?
You'll never know...
For to you, I am but a child...

by moi,
inspired.....

SHOUTOUT to ISABELLA!!!!

To my second sis who just turned 17 on 15/09/2008,

Your spesh
Your nice
No need to tell you twice

Holla Girl!

Happy 17th Bday!

This year is your big SPM year. So this year I wish you perfect straight A results, a scholarship and an offer to a university of your dreams. See ya abroad next year. I'll drop by for a visit with nia when I do my masters.Hehehe.To da best girl fren a sis could ever have, may all your wishes come true this year!

XOXO Ta Chea