Perfect Innocense

Infront of you , pure, wide-eyed, innocent,
tainted only by accents from my past, I am but a victim,
these I am not to blame,
I, a tortured soul with an accursed life.

Being surrounded by you, your attention fills my void,
Yes! Adore me! Believe ME!
I am kind, smart, I care, I don't judge,
I speak only the truth, but the truth in slivers of gray,
you need only know my twilight.

I, your friend, your companion,
You spill the contents of your hearts and minds to me,
Brandishing anger, a projection towards another,
A product of your envy,
Sorrow, you think he likes someone else,
But a mistake,
Oops! You forgot to mention, it's suppose to be a secret.

You blush and your heart skips a beat when you're with me,
Owh, how sweet...
Little moments of confessions, adrenaline rush and then proposal,
You think I'm perfect,
Can I be your queen?
I smile, giggle, loop my arm around yours,
The next few days, a blur,
You're in high heaven, happy, content,
Climbing the winds to cloud nine,
A smirk, who do you think you are?
You'll never be good enough for me,
Your imperfect, scarred...
"Sorry dear, I don't think we're compatible"
Our ideals don't match, (Mainly coz it's not mine),
You see hun, I don't compromise....
Sorry for the heartache,
I didn't mean to lead you on,
Yea rite, not at all
That was fun.

Dearie, why are you getting close to him?
Why does he have your attention?
No, this won't do,
I won't let it.
He is mine.

Black, white, what does it matter?
You'll never know...
For to you, I am but a child...

by moi,
inspired.....